Rindu

Aku rindu Arwah Mama n Abah Aku.Kalau dorang ada skrang niy aku nak peluk puas-2. :'(

My Mom

That was the saddest day of my life when my beloved mother passed away. The person that I love the most, that I care and put my heart for the reason I’m living has left me forever and never returns. I and my siblings lost my beloved mother on the 24^th  of April 2000. My mother passed away at the home on at 9.40 a.m due to brain cancer. My mother left me and my siblings at her 37 years old age while I am going to have my 6^th  birthday just four months after that. Everyone is around during that sad day, my brothers ,sisters  and my younger sister,  my cousins, my aunties and uncles, and my mother’s  friends also attend that day.

On the last breath, my babysitter called my kindergarten teacher  telling that we have lost her. She  was the reason I’m striving to live a successful life. She was always hoping that one day I’ll live a successful life. She loves me the most and I knew it. My babysitter told me when I’m grew, she told me that my mother  loves me a lot than my other siblings. That was a very touching moment for me.

I remember everything about mom, most of them are good things, things that are full of lesson whenever she’s around and the thing that I’ll never forget is how she shows her affection towards me. When I’m was still child, I swore to my mom that I’ll never let someone hurt her but now there’s nothing that I can do to protect her, Allah loves her better than I am and took her away in front of my eyes. I’m was childish when my mother passed away. After few years she left world,  I cried for like I never cried before, there’s nothing that can hold my sadness this time.

That day was the saddest day of my life, it’s like the end of everything to me and it really broke my heart and spirit to live. I tried to avoid myself from crying but the more I try, the more I want to and the more flashes of memories of my mom come towards me. It really hard for me to let her go, harder than I can imagine when mom shuttle to the hospital with my uncle’s  to went Penang Specialist Hospital when she got brain cancer a few years before she passed away.

No matter what, I need to let her go and that’s why I choose to write about it. Goodbye Mama for now, I will see you again next time in Paradise Gardens. I will come to you. I LOVE YOU MAMA !

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